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The appetite I wish was not in me




This was the eventual pièce de résistance
when I saw you organically
alter my genre
which was irresistibly platonic 
to metaphorically an aroused state
slowly my heart could melt 
away towards our bodies

an unplanned appetite
to say the least
when I undressed your emotions
and devoured all that was
for me
it was as if I forgot my verity
and caressed you as
this was it and no other day would come
for me to twist my senses

simply put, we made love
in the sweetest ways I could define
the objectivity got stolen away
in the moments of no-mind state
it was all about you and me
and nothing else would entertain
me at that time and place

the collusion
was it inevitable?
the way your hair fell on 
half of your upper neck
and touched your breasts a little
could I have shut my eyes?
I really don't know

when it was all over
and I woke up at a different place
I still realized that
it was not a dream
it was something that lay
at the back of my soul
was it something I desired all through?
I wish I didn't write all of this





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