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We met in a state of trance

Iniquitous differences apart or whatever sets me in I meet her when I start the fire
She gives me a wholesome peck and not so mellow trespass of a kiss the lips cannot swallow the heat I hold her and I see her melt I upstart another thaw and we celebrate temporary-ness this is the moment of infectious insanity and of intense touches of the soul
Over beer mugs. I watch her move around creative with the taste making her move makes me hold her hands and make her melt with the rejoice of lust
Am I wicked? and the raging fire Stalls the insights Of facade of life as we know it All barri

The heartbreak and Leonard Cohen

Leonard Cohen sings waiting for the miracle while I get a message and my life gets broken she says that she can’t fathom knowing me and my foibles henceforth
the words war was my subconscious fallacy I could not convey that it was a different me sitting in a lonely corner of a heated parapet while I said something to terrify her trajectory, with me
and Cohen sings, You wouldn't like it here
There ain't no entertainment
And the judgments are severe

I didn’t have to say What I said the other day I didn’t have to measure up my words to say something I did all I did was trying to play safe and I ended up hurting my space I was some actor on a play where the audience dreamt of a lost plot
The message was clear from her side I am the bedrock of her hate and I deserve the fate of surreal accusations, and the desolate acceptances I don’t deserve her in the notion of my life which has more half-truths than fantasies
while I hear Cohen now his sad verse cannot say or feel what I feel, at this moment

The Third Side

I am so lame and insane I give up my defenses and bruises